Sunday, March 14, 2010

Paper Heart and Love and Mushy Stuff.

Today, I watched Paper Heart. It was a cute movie and I thoroughly enjoyed it. I liked listening to all the people's stories about their loves. It was interesting to hear all the different takes on love. What it is, how you know its real and all that mushy stuff. They all mentioned some sort of realization point. Some described it as a spark or lightening bolt. (What's with love and electricity? Hm, peculiar.) I think of my realization point more like running face first into a glass door. You don't know its there until it hits you in the face...really hard. Love is an odd thing. I do not fully understand it and I do not think I ever will which is just fine with me. Some things are not meant to be understood.

"You're a part time lover and a full time friend."

- The Moldy Peaches

^ That is how I think of my love.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

The Darkness.

The darkness consumed her. She opened her eyes, nothing. She closes them again, and waits a few moments. Opens her eyes, nothing. Why is it so dark? She walks forward with her hands held out in front of her. So much darkness around her, she can feel it. As though the darkness had form to it, how can that be? Blindly she stumbles through the foreboding darkness that surrounds and intrudes her. This feeling, could the darkness be penetrating her body? She gasps for air, but none will enter her lungs. Falling to the ground, she coughs and wheezes in feeble attempts to force air into her lungs. She looks anxiously around for someone to help her. All she can see is that disgusting darkness mocking her. The sounds of laughter creep into her ears. Haunting eerie laughter. She shudders and tries to cover her ears with her hands, but her arms are heavy. No matter how hard she tries, she can not lift them off the ground. Tears start to roll down her face, is this the end?

"It can not be," she gasps, "I am too young.."

The darkness grows, moves, and takes shape. Thousands of black Shadows dance around her, through her. She screams, but makes no sound. The only sound that can be heard is the chilling laughter of the Shadows as they dance wickedly about her.

"Why? Why is this happening?" She sobs, and pleads with the Shadows. "Please, help me! I just want to go home."

"Silly, stupid girl! You should not be surprised by our presence." The voices of the Shadows screech and hiss taunting the poor creature. "Pathetic girl, you brought this fate upon yourself! You were told there would be consequences for your foolish actions. Luckily for us you did not heed the warnings!"

The Shadows swirl around her japing at her with long claws. She tries to scream but alas no sound is able to escape her lips. Moving, twisting, tearing, destroying. Chaos. The Shadows consume the girl. Ripping her apart limb by limb. Devouring every piece of flesh until nothing of that poor girl remains.


Friday, March 5, 2010

swirling, twirling

I feel its time to dismantle. To begin anew.

"Leave those bad ideas in your troubled head."

Oh, and I am thoroughly excited about my Toms shoes and Alice in Wonderland tonight.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

there was so little left to give.

I may not have much, but what I have I'll give to you.

Warm days. I'm so ready for Spring. Even more ready for Summer.
Sunshine, won't you be my lover.

I'm so scatter brained.